February 2011
i think i'm just going to take a bath
I’m looking through old pictures, and I know this is really cliche, but I was so much prettier when I was about 20-30 lbs lighter than I am now. I want to get back to 125.
himynameisralph:
-settodestroy:
Set Your...
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Now I’ve come to realize it never left. I just covered it up. and that’s all you ever were was a cover up. I never got over it, I never dealt with it. I just covered it up. Cover ups just hide the truth. So now I guess I’m just a liar because I was hiding the truth. But it’s not like anyone genuinely cared. Not about my well being anyway. They were just curious and wanting...
Still grinding teeth, trying to follow you home I’ll stop the world, cause this plan is slow Wait across the street in the parking lot The tree is dead the front door is locked The moments I framed have cracked and crumbled Grabbed us by the throat, then I choked and stumbled This will never work, this will never work Check my pulse as I swallow dirt I’m cutting myself with my own...
What people don’t realize: when I’m happy, I’m happy to make you happy and because you make me happy.
When I’m alone, I’m not that happy because reality slaps me in the face and I don’t have to make anyone happy. So my Mr. Hyde comes out and steals the show.
I hate it. And as each day passes it’s getting harder and harder to stay as Dr. Jekyll.
there was literally only one person who I actually trusted and I went to whenever I got like this, or even worse.
maybe that’s why it hurts to know that we don’t talk anymore.
maybe that’s why I can’t get over that fact. was that it? I think that’s it. I want to talk to him about it, because I know he would listen and he would probably understand. Fuck me and call...
that went differently than expected. Dad came home. I guess mom didn’t call him. He just kept asking what was wrong. I just kept telling him to go away. He kept saying, “I care about you. I love you. What’s wrong?” I just kept saying, “Go away,” I don’t know how to react to people wanting to help. All I do is push them away. That’s all I do to...
fuckermcfuckington:
do you realize the ridiculous things i would do for a snow day tomorrow
i don’t think you do
so now dad’s home. and he’s gonna come upstairs. and then i’m gonna get a questionare.
“Why did you mouth off to your mom?” “why don’t you do your work?” “Why are you crying? That’s stupid.” “I’ll take all your stuff away”
blah blah blah.
more bull fucking shit like that.
Why I can't talk to my mom about anything:
Mom: Why are you so frustrated? Talk to me. Me: Because seeing that kid die at such a young age makes me frustrated as to why I have to waste so much time in school. I could be doing other things Mom: Like what? What else could you be doing? Me: Traveling. Seeing the world. I don’t know, anything.
So then my mother decides to yell at me over the phone from some place where I don’t...
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some people call me a hypocrite, but really I just...
I don't see the point.
I hope this song is the elevator music on your way...
fadingfasternow:
I’m not getting over you, I’m just getting used to the fact you’ll never be mine again.
perfect description.
I’m getting overly pissed off about everything and I want to cry about everything.
I feel my period coming on.
FML
peytontwells:
Deleted in a moment.
Honestly? I fucking hate myself. I think that I’m an ugly piece of shit. I just need to get this out. I hate my face, my body, my personality. My lack of determination for everything. I’m a fucking coward.
I don’t know who I am anymore. I have so few friends, no confidence, all I do anymore is sleep and write and complain.
I need to turn my life around.
why does my ex still have two of my favorite books that I lent to him but he never gave them back?
I WANT MY CATCHER IN THE RYE & PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER, DAMMIT.
That’s like 25 bucks of literature down the drain.
i want my fucking books back
I am just so fucking frustrated with things I...
fuck everything
Where are all the straight edge boys?
Turn ons
scout-pilgrim:
Good taste in music
Body mods
Dressing well
Scratchy voice
Nice teeth
Dimples
Freckles
Playing video games
Being funny
fuck school. why am I required by law to spend...
I could be doing so many better things with my life other than school
The people who think highschool is the best time...
fuqtumblr:
Either your life as an adult must really, really suck…or you are fucking stupid.
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Four Superbowls, No Rings - Such Gold (Piano...
Just started on a piano cover of Such Gold’s Four Superbowls, No Rings.
It already sounds pretty and all I have finished is the first line.
<3
there are worse things in life than not being a...
I hate how parents think that sitting in a desk...
ibattledragons:
You try sitting in a class with teachers you hate, with people you hate, talking for seven hours every day.
Please, you try.
January 2011
Pizza Hut's Big Dipper Pizza?
GIMMIE.
I know I sound like every other kid when I say...
My thoughts on school
Do you really think we have a 7 hour attention span?
Do you really expect us to wake up at 6 am and stay awake all day?
Why are we learning this information just to forget it the next week?
Why do you put me with people I cannot tolerate, resulting in nothing good?
If it really was about learning, we’d go back and learn what we didn’t understand when we...
When friends ignore you
ingloriouswaste:
and then talk to other people constantly like OMG I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3 ««33333333333333333333THREETHREE
Feels good, man.
“your kids are supposed to chose your nursing home, you’re not supposed to...”
– My father couldn’t be more right
drsassafras-deactivated20111027 asked: YOU'RE IN A BAND!? okay your band plus mine..TOUR together haha
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